Looking for a New Saturday Group.
Mar 11, 2017 18:19:32 GMT -8
Post by ilina on Mar 11, 2017 18:19:32 GMT -8
i realized, i need a break from Weekly William. and i need a new group with which to replace his. even if the system were somehow Savage Worlds again, i would rather not play in the Clash of Playstyles that was Weekly William. the guy literally bullied me way too much for being a timid and reactive player and i was generally useless because he gave me nothing to react to, except when he needed somebody to play healbot or scout, which i got bullied into, because that was the only thing i was useful for,
i found and confirmed, that my reason for constantly returning to the group, was a form of battered wife syndrome, where i felt it was the only group that would accept me, even though it wasn't so much acceptance as much as bully the Otaku into playing the healer and make them too shy to seek a group of their own.
i need help overcoming the issues. so i need a new group i can regularly have fun with, i care not for the system, as long as the group is fine, and would prefer to play after 8PM PST on Saturday nights. so that at 5PM, i wouldn't have to struggle for an early dinner and because i could play at home, i could be free to earn my required step and meal break quota during breaks. pretty hard to do that in a comic shop.
i am Familiar with D&D 5e, Savage Worlds, Cypher System, Burning Wheel, have a small bit of familiarity with Apocalypse World's powered by the Apocalypse System, played a few OSR retroclones ranging from whitebox to 2e, including such things as the actual systems and stuff like Lamentations, and i strongly prefer fast character creation and prefer to use the application of trappings or reskins, even if it weren't Savage Worlds. so i do fine with small weapon lists and even though i prefer point buy or arrays over randomly determined attributes, i am willing to play with randomly generated attributes as long as there is some sort of "is this character suitable?" type of rule to ensure you don't recieve a character that should technically be bedridden instead of adventuring.
i found and confirmed, that my reason for constantly returning to the group, was a form of battered wife syndrome, where i felt it was the only group that would accept me, even though it wasn't so much acceptance as much as bully the Otaku into playing the healer and make them too shy to seek a group of their own.
i need help overcoming the issues. so i need a new group i can regularly have fun with, i care not for the system, as long as the group is fine, and would prefer to play after 8PM PST on Saturday nights. so that at 5PM, i wouldn't have to struggle for an early dinner and because i could play at home, i could be free to earn my required step and meal break quota during breaks. pretty hard to do that in a comic shop.
i am Familiar with D&D 5e, Savage Worlds, Cypher System, Burning Wheel, have a small bit of familiarity with Apocalypse World's powered by the Apocalypse System, played a few OSR retroclones ranging from whitebox to 2e, including such things as the actual systems and stuff like Lamentations, and i strongly prefer fast character creation and prefer to use the application of trappings or reskins, even if it weren't Savage Worlds. so i do fine with small weapon lists and even though i prefer point buy or arrays over randomly determined attributes, i am willing to play with randomly generated attributes as long as there is some sort of "is this character suitable?" type of rule to ensure you don't recieve a character that should technically be bedridden instead of adventuring.